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| 11:18am 18/08/2003 | |||
| ok well ive finally got a live journal adress i'm moving cus there are mre guys like me so the adress is www.livejournal.com/users/mambucal. everything before this is excatly the same i just moved everthing over to live journal. but i won't be writing in here anymore so goodby insanejournal! | |||
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| 03:25pm 14/08/2003 | ||||
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accomplished| Hamster Dance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ||||
| 08:32pm 11/08/2003 | ||||
 I really hate my job. People bitch and bitch about their food all the time. Sometimes I want to pee on their burger!!!! People are dumb. Last night i went to lisas house. So they were having dinner and i was invited to eat with them and i a couple days ago that you never turn down an indian when they offer you food. so of corse i had to stay, hahahahahaha, actually i'm makin an excuse i was hungry!!!! Well we had fun and we made someores with her sister and brothers. i was making a big mess with the marshmellows and got them all over my face. ha! But anyway after Angela left I went to Lisa’s house and she got me the Michelle Branch CD cus I guess she felt bad for when I got in trouble for going to anchorage that one day. I owe her lots. She lets me borrow money and get rides from her everyday where there was school. Yea I owe her lots of gas money lol. I’ll pay her back someday. She is the ultimate giver. There are two kinds of people givers and takers. All of Lisa’s friends including me are takers. I guess I’m selfish. There are other people that say I’m selfish. But they’re being really dumb. I’m selfish about material things money and stuff. This person I’m talkin about is selfish for freakin sympathy and attention. Everybody I have asked has agreed with me! Everybody! Sad thing is she gets her sympathy and attention sometimes. As long as I don’t give her none I’m OK. Lisa deserves more respect than she is given. Subcontiously I know that I have never betrayed her, I was tempted today but I didn’t and even though I missed out I’m proud of myself. |
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okay| Goodbye | ||||
| 03:28pm 09/08/2003 | ||||
  this will be a permanent entry in my online journal. ok as you all know well some of you angela will be leaving today so i'm leaving this entry so i can say goodbye. so.... god i'm such a drama queen... well angela we have know each other for ten years and you'll be leaving today. its too bad you leaving a year early you won't be up the street to scare through your room window anymore. hahaha. just always remember, riding our bikes around the block 15 times when you should have been doing your homeschool, and me and you singing on the chair in your back yard singing disney songs. it was kindof sad how we knew them ALL so well. so i hope you have a good life in college. try not to make out with more than one guy a day like you did yesterday hahahahha! don't worry i wont tell him. but you had better call me. and i'll have this journal for you to look at any time you want so you can see if i ever hit it off with some guy before i graduate, since your beating me!!!! and to keep up with my half out gay life. but Goodbye and i'm going to come over tonight if you like it or not. and this won't be the last time we see each other!!! promise me that, your going ot be here for christmas and we promised to go to a trip to korea together!!!! so we had better go!!! |
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sad| Cool Beans | ||||
| 12:36pm 08/08/2003 | ||||
Today I went to Fred-Meyer and I saw Mrs. Byrd. I love Mrs. Byrd. I think shes the most knowledgeable teacher in the school. But I found out that me Vincent Lisa and Christine are all going to be in the same class. Its going to be great. Everything is great with the 3 of them all together. Well my dad is freakin he wants me to go to bed. |
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pleased| Siamese Heaven | ||||
| 10:45am 07/08/2003 | ||||
 ok i took that convo off, i think i stated what i needed to say. i don't feel bad at all, and i am supprised other people are suprised of my nerve. i had to remove that ocnversation cus it was really big, and to let you all know, converstions between me and chrstine are really brutal, there is no mercy when we talk. before i put that converstion down i was thinking of editing some of the really vulger parts out but i decided not to cus its kidof like talking behind someones back. what i put was all real and i put it for a reason. and for those people who are speaking for peri, and you know who you are, i could care less what you think you were just taking up space on my msn in the first place, so you'd better watch it before you think you can leave a journal entry talkin like you know me, cus truthfully you would be the last person who can even slightly insult me. and by the way this whole thing does not involve lisa so she should be the last person anyonw should be mad at. she just ended up in the convo. well anyways if anyone wants to see the jucie conversaiton again my email is filipinow_201@hotmail.com, i'll give out free copyies for whoever wants it. lol :[Mua Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha:[ get over it! |
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| 01:03am 06/08/2003 | ||||
 Last night was kidof out of control. i got in arguments with people i wouldent get mad at. i don't normally act like that. i really upset people. i don't know if i should feel guilty or not, the person who i blew up on has always been kindof self centered to me and to other people. i'm not the only one who thinks so. but anyways i went to music lessons again today. i hope i make it into the first section when i try out for all state. ive been practicing the try out music really hard and its all going good. i have an 8 hour shift tommorow and i really don't want to go. i'll just keep in mind that i'll make 57 dollars tommorow. one of teh ladies in manegment is really mean. i want to just drop my fries and take her down she pisses me off. i just grit my teeth. anyway's i also need to motivate myself to keep practicing. i'm supposed to practice everyday but i'm destracted. i need to be good next year. i mean i'm the best clairnet player taht ever walked into colony high school from what mrs. packad said. i'm not trying to be all huffy puffy about myself but its true. well its late i have to sleep bye. |
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| Hanggang Ngayon- Kyla | |||
| 10:03am 05/08/2003 | |||
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Sa 'king pag-iisa Alaala ka Bakit hanggang ngayon Ay ikaw pa rin sinta At sa hatinggabi Sa pagtulog mo Hanap mo ba ako Hanggang sa paggising mo Kailan man ika'y Iniibig ng tunay Chorus: Huwag mong limutin Pag-ibig sa akin Na iyong pinadama Pintig ng puso Huwag mong itago Sa isang kahapon Sana'y magbalik Ng mapawi ang pagluha Ba't hanggang ngayon Ay ikaw pa rin ang mahal Di makapaniwala Sa nagawa mong paglisan O kay bilis naman Nawala ka sa akin Oh, ang larawan mo Kahit sandali'y Aking minamasdan Para bang kapiling ka Dati ika'y ligaya ko Sa piling ko Repeat Chorus:  |
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| MMMMMMMMMMMMM Wendys | ||||
| 09:20am 05/08/2003 | ||||
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| Yay Neon Green G-String | ||||
| 08:58am 04/08/2003 | ||||
 I’m really annoyed that I haven’t been able to get a live journal yet. And there are like 3 people who have it I know. Ugh. I’m planning to move my journal to live journal cus there are more people on the server. More guys like me if you know what I mean. But I’ll copy everything ive done here so far and put it on live journal. Lisa tells me that you can have the same format in this journal at live journal so I have decidid to move. The other day Lisa and I went into Anchorage to go shopping. I got a neon green g-string. Its sweetness. I spent like half of my paycheck I got last Friday. I also bought the Geometrid. It a CD that Lisa introduced to me when we were listening to “Uncle Ray� from his CD. It’s so weird but I really like it. My parents caught me when I sunk off to Anchorage with Lisa and my mom got really worried cus she didn’t know where I was. That’s just too bad I don’t care none! I’m just happy I gots to buy stuff. I’m really hungry right now and theres like no food. I neeeeeeeeeeed food. |
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| 10:47am 31/07/2003 | ||||
 Well iwent to work again today. nothing much happening i am still waiting for my paycheck so i can spen it all hehehe. but i put this picture in of me so anyone who i don't know sees my journal they know what i look like. its a picture of me in a ghost town called bodie we went to when i went to california this summer. i made it black and white so it could be more authentic to the setting. |
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awake| Many! | ||||
| 12:31pm 30/07/2003 | ||||
Well I’m going to get off now my dad is mad cus I wont go to sleep. Last night I got cought not in the house 2:30 in the morning. Recently ive been sneaking out my room window and I had a fool proof plan but it failed cus my dad wanted the computer turned off. Well anyway goodnight. |
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annoyed| damn it my feet hurt!!!! | ||||
| 06:29am 28/07/2003 | ||||
When I came home my dad told me that he got the insurance for my license finally! Yay. At least he wasn’t getting on my nerves like he did yesterday. Me and him got in this big argument of how I will get to school next year. He doesn’t want me to use the car and I don’t really want to hitch rides form other people, I think its sort of a form of mooching. I was feuding about it at work today. He really gets me upset! I was thinking today of how he tries to hook me up with all these half filipina girls. He still doesn’t know that I’m gay and I intend to not tell him. Its not that I am scared to tell him its just that I have so much resentment built up from him in the past years that I just don’t want to tell him cus I don’t think he needs to know everything about me. I only got one more year of high school left and so I just going to grit my teeth over it. and my pic is of my favorite asian porn star! you should see him in action!!!!!   |
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| 12:20pm 27/07/2003 | ||||
nothing much happened today i went to christines house after work and she was reading lisa's online diary. i guess lisa didn't like that too much. then just cus i was like 5 min late bringing the car home my dad got mad and he like drove up and got me. he really really gets on my nerves. when i got home i got in this big arguament with him and i told him that i'll drop out of school. i was really just j/k i would never do that. well anyways i really should be going so hope you like my pic i just felt like putting it there its of the Banaue rice terraces in the Philippines. cus you know everybody loves rice!!!!!!!  |
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